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It’s been a long time that I wrote any thing in this blog. It’s for obvious reason that I did not feel lonely.
Even today I am not feeling like that. But there is a ‘Hulchul’ some unsettling ripples in my mind. State of cluelessness. A thoughtless situation. Nothing coming in my mind. Have tried reading . Have tried listening to music . Tried so much and so less . Still nothing incites me. Nothing excites me . I feel weird about it . At this point of time I should have been all happy, excited as I am working but what strikes out here is the level of work I am doing. Its monotonous. Nothing new is happening. Same usual work where I do not have to even a single Brain cell. I am not saying that I am super brainy or something but I need something prominent to work upon. Don’t know where it will go from here but hopefully somewhere !!!!

Episode 13

She almost lost the track of time in the bathroom as she was completely lost in the elated feeling . She was brought to her senses when Alex knocked the door to check on her as she had taken more then usual time. She told him that she was fine and will be out in some time . She Readily took a dip in the warm water which was to relaxing and then dried herself and went to her wardrobe to dress up.
She picked up one of her old neatly packed summer dress. Did a very light make up and grabbed a over coat to keep herself warm . before leaving the room she checked herself in the full length mirror and she realized how good she used to look.
When she reached the hall she saw the breakfast ready but Alex was no where in sight. She just sat at the table to grab crumbled eggs and bread Alex had prepared for breakfast. She had just started to eat when Alex entered from the front door initially she was shocked but the moment he saw it was Alex she was at relief he had washed and shaved and was looking much younger ,he sported a checked shirt and a worn out blue jeans it was she almost fell in love with him again she could not just take her eyes away from him she felt like keep staring into his deep blue eyes. It was his shy smile and his voice that brought her back to her senses .

On the other hand Alex had to control his emotions he had never seen Sara fully dressed up. This was the first time he saw her like that and his heart almost skipped but he had to control his emotions but his eyes spoke it out. They had their breakfast and decided to go to a palace that had a beautiful park along with it.
They hopped into Alex’s truck and tuned to a rock radio station and soon they were humming to the song being played . both were stealing glances from each other .
In an hour they were at the palace. It was on old building with Elizabethan architecture and looked beautiful in the sun light . They started by taking a tour with the tour guide describing the significance of different places in it but what caught both their attention was when ht guide told that there were many secret hide outs in the palace where the owners use to make out in private . He did not showed any but surely gave good hints. It was as if they both were on same frequency they just saw each other and broke off from the group without being noticed and went on search of the hide outs . It was fun and with combined efforts they made it to. It was a hidden room with a camouflaged entrance . They helped each other get in. Both were excited as it was their little adventure . It was a small room with defused light from the old mirrors with light air coming from the top opening . Both were looking around the room with their eyes stuck on each other . Sara being lost in the moment stepped over a stone and fumbled but Alex saw it can held but both ended up on the floor and burst into laughter . This was like an ice breaker . They landed very close to each other Almost touching . They could smell each others breath and the warmth in the air was increasing . They were looking in each others eye and it was a sinking feeling they just drew towards each other and they kissed and time as if came to a stand still . moments turned to seconds , seconds to minutes into some thing eternal. It was as if hidden desires dipped deep within them came out . It was no lust but sheer love it was a unification of two bodies

Episode 12

Both of them were awakened by the sun light that came into Sara’s room from the big Georgian window. It was a sunny day after almost a week without any sunlight . Both of them woke up with open arms welcoming and enjoy the sun. Alex was amazed to see her gesture. He felt good that they think on the same line on some thing .
Looking at Sara’s joy about the day Alex came up with an idea to go for a picnic which would be a change for her it would help her lighten up her mood. Sara to readily accepted Alex’s idea .It had been a time she had gone on an outing and she was all the more excited to go out with Alex . She was feeling more energetic today and also was looking forward to make the best of the day.
As the plan was set she hit her bathroom to have a leisure bath to further enhance her mood and Alex made a cup of coffee for himself and started with his daily routine he to was looking forward to have a great time with her.
Once Sara hit the bathroom she let the bath tub be filled with warm water and got necked to get ready. But today after a long time she had an argue to look at herself in the mirror . After the rape incidence she had just stopped looking into the mirror as she thought it was her beauty and her addiction to drugs that had caused it. In her modeling days she was amongst the most beautiful models with the right blend of beauty and attitude this was one of the reason of her instant growth .But after that incident and moving to the countryside she had just stopped taking care of herself . She just did the minimum that was required to keep her presentable at the restaurant . Today she observed herself closely she had just forgotten how beautiful she looked . Today she had this feeling to look good and she knew it was because of Alex. She wanted to be adored .
Along with this she also had a feeling inside her that she had tried to kill since the incidence .It was sexual urge . A feeling to he hold , to be kissed , to be owned . She just moved her fingers over her breasts. It gave her a totally new feeling which she had totally forgotten .And today touching herself did not made her remember her horrid past but it gave her a feeling that she had long forgotten the feeling of pleasure of ecstasy . She could not stop herself any further and ended up doing herself and she had one of the best orgasms of her life till date .

Episode 11

Sara was enjoying her wine and also the comforting presence of Alex. There was an ease in the air even in the silence that prevailed .
Alex was first to break the silence. He started to ask Sara about her .like where she was from what she did just to start a conversation
even though he was enjoying the silence he also had an urge to know her further.

Sara was not sure what to tell Alex she was in a deliema to reveal him about her past as she was not sure how will he take it but she knew its now or never.
She wanted to tell him all about her.she was still in confusion about what and how to tell Alex she was lost in her thoughts silent never realizing that she have fell
asleep in Alex's lap.

Alex could not stop adoring her . the beauty and the serenity on her face was impeccable.He was also lost watching her and was lost in her thoughts i was missing mark
he just wished he was there to help him with he he wished that he was there so that he could share his thoughts with him. He missed him but even was happy have sara by him............

Episode 10

As the day passed Sara was lost in her thoughts and Alex was busy with the formalities at
hospital so that he can pace up her relief from the hospital. He was looking forward to
spend some time with Sara and know her and also he was keen to know the real reason for the accident.
Since the first day itself he felt a strange connection with her.

On the other side Sara to was worried about her past . That accident was the only way out she had thought out of the situation.
Mark and the others will be still behind her to take revenge from her for her testimony.
She was thinking where will this lead how can she now escape from it . She was lost in her worries when Alex entered the room his smile
and those bright eyes just pulled her out of her worries it was as if a new day had was at its beginning.
It was a feeling of being connected without knowing , a feeling of being owned without being possessed, a feeling of
being cared for without any expectations just the presence of Alex made things so easy for her.

Alex told Sara that the formalities have been and they are good to go. Sara having recovered suggested to walk and Alex took the bags
Seeing sara limp Alex offered his hand to sara for some support which she accepted and the y walked towards the Car.
When they walked hand in hand it never felt to any of them that they have just met it seemed very comforting to just walk like that with out
even speaking a word.

Drive towards home was almost quite .Alex was concentrating on the drive as to drive safely and smoothly while Sara was was enjoying the
country side and the feeling f being secured.They reached home in an hour but for sara that time had flew away that drive left her totally refreshed
and energized.

Alex drooped her at home and help her settle and then moved to his house across the street to get his stuff as he would be putting up with Sara for next couple of days.

The moment Alex left Sara alone the feeling of insecurity surrounded her but she pulled herself up and cleaned the house a bit to make it more livable.
All her stuff was spread around she just threw them in the bathroom she also did the bed of guest room and checked for the supplies.

In about 30 mins Alex was back with a small bag and some packs of baked beans and some pasta packets.

when he saw Sara doing the home he just said its OK he to is used to live a care free life he just asked her to sit back and let him do the things.
This Sara just sat ans Alex opened the wine bottle and asked if she did like to have some and she did accept as she wanted
to feel light which will help her open her secrets to him.

It was a 1850 Shiraz with a beautiful light red color but a comparatively strong fragrance.
Sara liked the choice of his drinking.
On the other side Alex made some pasta with some brown bread and in no time they were sitting in front of the fire place with their glasses of wine
and eating food . leading to the beginning of a conversation that will make them make them strangers no more.....

a note

Sorry friends i have been quite inactive on the blog for a long time and have not been able to complete the story but now i am back will complete it

and hope you all like it

Episode 9

After some more questioning with Sara and Alex the inspector left . It was then when Alex asked her was that the real reason the accident happened or was she lying to the inspector. For a while she remained silence . Then she said there is some thing that she had to tell him about her life and that is linked to the accident . And asked to keep that conversation for later when they reached home.