Ripples

....and one day suddenly the cool and calm sea of mind is disturbed by a small ripple originating from a small violent thought ....
leaving u astry.and suddenly the noise in your brain starts to increase to uncontrolable levels freaking u out u look for a vent ,some one to talk to hold on to But ! there is no one just no one .......
these uncontroable phases makes the Silent control different from that of the yogi's as the one they establish is more in control.They control their thoughts in it rather then the thoughts controlleing them as happens in loniness.
But! this is just a beging of it.with time the rebelling thoughts are less and ur mind lears how to react and control these rebelling thoughts and the states of trauma.with some time and control u start to get in total control.and enjoying the silence of the Mind.leaving it crystal for an enhanced thought process .
Hence forth what ever thought that seepes in your mind is nicely scanned and analysed before goin' further to be processed and u attain the strength to extrapolate the thoughts and reactions to the level of infinity.....
Your mind start toshow algorithms and 3 D models of all that u think amd hence ur creativity is enhanced to unknown levels.In simpler words u experience a all new brain power it beging able to control the thoughts and also capable of thinking to new levels all new heights...
This phase of loniless is like a boon in desguise .U become sharper and more creative all ur decisions are well versed ......
But thats not it there is much much more to it...

The Unseen World

............Finally when lonliness starts to take over you and your thoughts you see unknown things you imagine the unimaginary...
yous mind gets you into a whole new world of imagination wher just every thing under this sun is possible .
you learn to understand yourself better .its now that u are able to hear each word you spoke or the one that ever came up in your thoughts.things ,violations ,distractiveness... just every thing cames to a stnad still slowly.You move to the point wher the lake of thoughts is crystal n' clear making you view the treasures of the unknown world that were hidden inside the rebelling waters till day but now as your mind have come to a stand still these are being visible.
This is a pure state of bliss attained by many yogis after years of descipline but you reach it in the course of lonliness.But !! there truely is a difference....

The Begining

It all began when my life become a bit less busy from 100's and thousands of friends around i was left with no one around me .The ampale amount of free time started to rot me from within .......
Days passed by with no or little conversation with any one .some times books became my friends soon i was done with my whole library(which had just a few books though)
then caame the more tough time with nothing to do i stranded into a whole new phase of mental wurls .some thing totally different from the world that is present.
When you are lonely and alone its you imagination that keeps you going .
it was this imagination that was devloping in me now ....